Narcissist. I never knew the definition of this word during my 20 years of living with my ex. I first came across it in the midst of a nasty divorce with this crazy man. He turned even more bat-shit scary crazy when I grew the balls to leave this “marriage”. When I gathered the courage and strength to stand up for myself and my children and end this life of fear.
All these years he had me believing that I was the crazy one. That’s what they do best and Mr. Idiot was a master at this type of manipulation. Looking back it’s clear as can be that Mr. Idiot suffers from Narcissistic Personality Disorder or more commonly called NPD.
These days NPD is a word heard daily as we are now “under the control” of Trump the Narcissist. One thing I’ve learned is someone with NPD does not want you to have freedom. They want to control EVERYTHING. That’s how they keep their deep insecurities fed. It’s like a monster inside them that grows angrier the more you defy them.
It’s very clear that this infantile President will continue to grow angrier the more the American people protest him. He’s losing control and that in the end will destroy him.
I wasted half my life being controlled by a BULLY and I will not spend the next four years having some mentally ill dictator take away my freedom. My freedom of speech, my freedom of love. It is not a political thing, I am not a registered Democrat or Republican. Some of my best friends and family voted for Trump. I still love them and accept their opinions. It doesn’t matter where you’re from, what color your skin is, what religion you practice, what gender you identify with, what your sexual preference is. Do you have humanity? Are you a person that cares about others? That’s the type of people I want in my life.
I stood up to Mr. Idiot for my freedom. My freedom to do the things I love to do that make me feel good about myself. My freedom to choose my friends. My freedom to raise my children the way I think is right. My freedom to live without fear.
It looks like it’s time to do it again, but this time I’m not in it alone.
The only cure for someone who suffers NPD is to remove them from your life. We’ve got work to do America. It won’t be easy, he’ll put up a good fight but we are stronger. Never forget that.
The Diary of Mrs. Idiot 